eldest daughters r not living the same lives as their siblings. and it’s not fair actually

Nevermind im saying it

to be completely honest i don’t think being a ‘late bloomer’ in terms of romantic and sexual relationships has any pro whatsoever. no matter how much others want to coddle us. i think that not having these relationships has completely fucked me over for the rest of my life. no matter how humble I can be or how understanding of a partner i could find, the sad reality is that i will be wraught with inexperience as an adult and no amount of learning or preparation will make up for the fact that i have no idea how to navigate something like this because i simply don’t possess the lived knowledge of it. it will leave me at a chronic disadvantage that sadly others will likely take advantage of and there’s genuinely no way to avoid that. of course personally i will never actually willingly subject myself to an experience like that because not only do i find it stressful, i find the idea humiliating. so i literally will not be participating. i remove myself from even the idea of it. the opportunity of love is not happening this time around

me when I don’t let myself say something horrible mean and pessimistic

oh wait that kronos idea is not so dissimilar to the post i made about caligula’s ‘memory’ terrifying jason at random. jason being haunted as a concept ig

what about jason having a near death experience in tbm but when he wakes up he starts hearing kronos in his head